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I'm leaving for a while. More than the last couple of times. A couple of weeks, maybe a month. I haven't figured out where I'm going but if anyone needs anything from somewhere else, let me know.
I was in the zoo and I found a boy. He's my soulmate. I mean it certainly feels that way. I don't know him at all. He's older than me. He has a girlfriend though, so it's complicated. I'm not sure what to do anymore. I mean clearly this isn't as bad as what some people have to put up with. I just left him at the zoo. I don't want anyone to be hurt but someone is going to get hurt no matter what. Whoever decided to make this potion was a bit of a fool.
I bought it. I'm not sure why. I went and I bought it, and it's sitting on my shelf. My dad is proud of me. He wants me to be happy, and have the kind of love that he did with my mum and so he bought it for me. I don't know if I can take it though. I'm just scared. What if it's someone awful? But that can't be right, can it? To be bound to someone who loathes you? Not even that, but what if they find me ridiculous and were one of the people who always laughed at me? I don't know. It's going to sit on the shelf until I make up my mind.